Purpose!

What is the PURPOSE of writing this blog? I don't know... well right now its just a break from the actual short term PURPOSE "researching".. Otherwise i have no clue about it (yeah both... blog and research!)

The men (and women ofcourse) of high stature and understanding have reiterated, that they were here on the earth for a PURPOSE . Honestly i too believe(d) it....but how close is this being to be a truth (universally), i guess, is still a mystery. So , i am confused as ever... what is my PURPOSE being here (on Earth, damn it!!)

Most of us have spent a few decades trying to figure out this PURPOSE!! Atleast the sane one's have tried.... I have spent 2 decades.. In these 2 decades i have discovered a new PURPOSE atleast a dozen times, and as usual the creator of all has given me CLUES of how that was not MY PURPOSE. As such am still PURPOSEless and looking and i believe so is the case with most of the social creatures.

I believe, the other kind of living creatures (animals for eg:) may not have this issue. They dont think !! We Do! thats the difference between having questions and having no questions!
They have 2 primary questions and purpose (assuming questions=purpose!) Eat and reproduce. No restrictions whatsoever on either save for the human intervention!

Of late i have realized that my PURPOSE is to work on thesis. But.... but as usual the creator has different intentions and is giving me all clues to deter from this PURPOSE. Sleep late, wake up late chat, blogs.... these are few of the clues.. oh yeah and Mr. Büyükkökten was the messiah sent by the creator to throw me on the RIGHT track.

At the end of the day, I am still figuring out THE PURPOSE!!!

Pahila Wahila Blog (First BLog!)

Writing what i feel, never came to me naturally and is definitely not my cup of coffee ! (i am tea fanatic!! can never say no to tea under any circumstance!) . Tried a diary, even created blog that am sure has been closed by blogger. But, better late than never!

Writing what i feel can be tricky, relieving, a good way to improve writing skills etc. but is it that necessary ? Well i feel its not.... but again what the hell! who cares anyways.. so why not? and here i am, trying to organize and write!

Writing what i feel, at first seemed to me synonymous to hypocrisy। Write what I would like to feel rather than what I am feeling। But as time teaches all that lives, i too learn't that, thats not the case. I was born in the world's largest and oldest successful democracy and am currently residing in the world's largest economy-democracy. I reserve the right to freedom of expression. Moreover whats illegal in venting out my feelings!! If worlds greatest antisocials can bring down buildings and disrupt peace in divine-holy places, why cant i write about myself... Here i am writing !!